fish

It stinks up in here.
probably cuz i was let go...
But i did find my birth certificate and my social so my 21yr old self can get a state ID now yay =]
&& no mother i will not use it for bad. ;-*
on a lighter note my man cooked for me today no it isnt the first time =D && i could care less who else he has cooked for....and no jooo its not about the love thang it was tasty. That makes woman blind in other ways, the food was delish. if it wasnt i'd find a way to throw it out =] && tell him. matter fact he'd tell me. sooo mmm mmm good.
Second even though woman want to lie and say they arent jealous i know they are. see woman arent like men, some act as if they are but they arent. we look at how a guy treats a girl && wish it was us. yes we do. dont lie. woman are trifflin && ive seen it and felt it before. remember this isnt my first relationship. Woman find the bad in the guy their friend is dating when secretly they envy the attention he gives her.

All i have to say to that is =] <---smile. Watch yourself. Cuz God knows i dont play. With my Family && my man. && by family i mean my mother father and lil brother. =)

Thank you come again.

Making up is so much better.

The perfect man does not exist, we are all humans who have flaws. How you deal with each others flaws and opinions is what makes the relationship. Ive grown somewith him && ive seen how it is to love someone for who they are. Best thing to do is stop judging, stop nagging, stop arguing. Something happened this weekend that i cant explain. There was a bad time in our relationship and it was on thin ice, but we compromised and got to an agreement. now i think our love grew it feels different it feels deeper. this is a man which i truly love && nothing will change that. ive never tried so hard. ive never loved so deep. love at first sight.


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on another note.
since the day was as bad as it could get i decided to chill with the bestie && we basically bugged out. shrugs. she always been there through the hard times. i dont believe in friends but i do believe there are certain ppl who will always be there and if they arent then sianara i dont need you. ;-* keep it moving. i grew up and seen reality.you cant trust or rely on anyone.

Twin. est. 5.3.o8

what can i say when i least expected it i let my guard down and he slipped into my life... ive known him since i was 15 and he's always been around... i never took it seriously and we were always with other ppl... i think deep inside i was scared because i knew there was something... i always avoided it because it felt so real.. but he stuck around listened to my complaining and even adviced me on what to do... matter fact he used to tell me what to look out for... its funny how yrs can mold a person into change... we're both diffferent now... now he's the man i look for when i think about my future... though its way too soon to talk about at the same time its as if it has always been, its natural baby... i still dont know how it happened... but i wouldnt change it, there are so many ups and downs but baby i got the upmost respect for you && i know you'll strive for what ever... i see you striving for me... i love him, im sprung and everyone knows it, but so what mind yours. i got mine.

Jazo made me do it.

So the bestie over there writes in these things n we had both made a xanga then a myspace and now a blogspot cuz im sayin whats all the commotion about this stupid things... since she no longer visits xanga which is also a "blog community" i had to go ahead and reposition myself... yes i am that nosey that i read her blogs.. so the hell what... if you write it you want ppl to read it... so for my first post i say good riddens (is that how you spell it) im here too. ;-]



im baaaccck.
P.S. we need to make a date , && i need to get an I.D. (rolls eyes) i know i know!